the cohort 2 program ended last tuesday. so here i am, back on holidays and buried with books to read. i am dying to know my results but the most part of me, really dont wanna know.
January 27, 2011
January 25, 2011
February Wishlists.
pretty sure i am not getting this toywatch jelly this month but this YEAR.
this urbanear probably by this friday. cause need it urgently, lost my white earpiece today! i don’t know where it went but i think i dropped it somewhere.
and at the end of the month MAYBE
cause it matches with my school bag. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. wanna by Dr. Dre. but its a bit too pricey. i do have enough money but gotta think a whole picture. i am a shopper, buying beats will just finish up my saving straight away. so yea.
January 21, 2011
am. morning. pagi.
yes, early in the morning, i am so hyped up. don’t want this feeling to go away. im in my school uniform. just realised havent posted anything about school. school was HELL OF THE DAMN (sp?) HAHAHAHA. school was fun, sadly its gonna end soon, like what? tuesday? but s’kaaay. i am too cool to be sad (not). i am having my coffee, i have to. i am coffee dependent. you really wanna read my boring post right now? YOU REALLY ARE JOBLESS PEOPLE. hahahahahahaa. or… you’re a stalker. but i just don’t care. people stalk me, come on, i bet you guys love it too if you have stalkers. eksen tia ucap ucap. sudahlah kamu.
i should stop. i can go further but i gotta go.
January 20, 2011
sweet 17.
my age is getting bigger in number but my appearance might never change. unless i have my botox or boob job. i am 17 this year.
my birthday is on 17th january
my age would be 17.
pretty cool isnt it? heh heh heh. so anyway, as usual like the past years, two celebrations were conducted by family and my best friends. (Rai and Fau) heheh. the night before, i knew there’d be a surprise so i just acted naturally. but on my birthday itself, its kinda blue. i cried.. yes, i cried. cause i wasnt allowed to go anywhere but to spend time with family. not that i dont want to but come on, i wanted to go out. so i cried and cried… until jims texted me “lajutah jalan, coffee bean,” so i smiled. texted fau and rai, they weren’t available. oh it was after school. that part made my cry even harder. on my very own birthday! they didn’t even wanna celebrate? ppppffft. so went home around 7 i guess, and there there, along said satay was in the living room. when i was about to go in, there was rai’s head popping out. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. failed but seriously, i was thrilled! and finally, i felt content. :’) thank you guys for coming. thanks to rai and fau. without you guys, i bet you know how my birthday turns out to be.
January 5, 2011
don’t cry please :p
i am gonna post one real emo post. can’t help it but to blurt it out.
you’ve been so good to me. but i guess its not enough. you may see this relationship is flawless. but to me, i see it differently. i was wrapped in guilt for telling what i shouldn’t have. but i can’t bottle up the feelings forever. until when? until i have a kid with you? please.. even if i tell you things, you would never get me. is that so hard to get me? am i understandable? maybe i am not. but at least, people out there get what i am trying to tell. i love you. i really do. i wanna have a baby with you (i sound desperate hahahaha!). but thats a one day thing. i can’t write no more… not gonna expose every single thing whats on my mind. though, i wish i could write it all off. but, i don’t think its appropriate.
January 3, 2011
FAUZIAH……. YAHYA… IS 17?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAAAAAAAAAAAAU!
i am sorry if you were pissed/upset about me totally not coming on your celebration. but you know, it was part of the plan. lol.
next year, we’re gonna drive our ass off. WHEEE!
love you. perfect teeth, perfect smile, perfect body, perfect…
i dont know. i hate your perfections and imperfections.
about the card, i didnt actually concentrate writing it, so screw it. HAHA lol
feelin special~
my birthday is coming! so lets do some justice here. dad tagged me this photo in facebook an hour before we went out for lunch. hehehe.
i expected whats inside the box until…… i ripped off the wrap.
it was just a Lancaster box. call me ungrateful human on earth, cause its lancaster. but i dont care, i want a fucking iphone 4. i am sorry, but fatin suhaili is being herself. the true color shown. sorry, dont take me wrongly. i am obsessed with iphone 4, you feel me? so anyway, whats inside the box?
ITS A FUCKING IPHONE 4!
i am grateful now. like really. thanked my dad. ahhh love him :’)
and iring bought me a casing, reptile. and its purple! was about to buy blue so it would match with my school bag, but then again, iring is being iring.
somehow i felt like yesterday was my birthday!
i love my gay friends. they know my favorites.
2011!
i know, this is like my late post greeting people a new year. its been quite busy nowadays, everything got handful. spent my new years with lovely crazy cousins. we just stayed at next house and ordered pizza. well, its more like a slumber party. LOL. fireworks were everywhere, so sad i couldn’t watch em.
spent most of the night with my very best friend, dayah, through msn. we did the countdown together. 
so?
eemm… thats all?
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
LETS KICK 2011′S ASS.
