i am gonna post one real emo post. can’t help it but to blurt it out.
you’ve been so good to me. but i guess its not enough. you may see this relationship is flawless. but to me, i see it differently. i was wrapped in guilt for telling what i shouldn’t have. but i can’t bottle up the feelings forever. until when? until i have a kid with you? please.. even if i tell you things, you would never get me. is that so hard to get me? am i understandable? maybe i am not. but at least, people out there get what i am trying to tell. i love you. i really do. i wanna have a baby with you (i sound desperate hahahaha!). but thats a one day thing. i can’t write no more… not gonna expose every single thing whats on my mind. though, i wish i could write it all off. but, i don’t think its appropriate.
